Don't ask me what I'm doing for the weekend. Don't ask if I have plans for the night. Every plan made and plus a backup... And my body usually says guess what??? I try to slide into the weekend as free as can be because the best-laid plans fail.
Today that cannot happen. My youngest finally gets to celebrate her 9th birthday. Fun shall be had. I have a limited amount of energy but she gets to have it! Cart me, box me, drag me, I don't care let's celebrate my baby!!
Of course, I know if I'm hurting I'm hurting she will understand. Of course, I know I can always move it to another day. None of that matters and that's what gets me. I can work around life getting in the way but my body betraying me when I need it to be strong and rested isn't fair. Now friend I know life is not fair in the least but I want it to be when it comes to my kids I always want it to be don't you?

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