I'm having a day or a week however you want to look at it. Prayer changes things if you let it. I heard some distressing news and of course, it rocked my world. How did I handle it? I started to worry and stress makes the fibro worse, but I'm trying to give it to God. Life hands you all kinds of things that will throw you for a loop you get to make a decision to let it knock you down and you don't get up or do you keep getting up and take the next step?
With all the possible reasons for throwing your hands in the air and saying screw this I'm moving to a cave, you find something to grab on to as you stagger to the next fork in the road.
Back in the day, it was alcohol and sex for me anything to numb myself to how in pain and unhappy I was. Now I'm not saying how I'm always happy and magically deliciously pain-free, but I have peace that I didn't have before. Knowing even the most minuscule situations are all part of His plan doesn't make it easier but it is a comfort.
So I'm having a day and it's been a less than a fun week doesn't mean life won't get better I mean I've slept awesome this past week so....silver lining moments.
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