Thursday, November 23, 2017

The aftermath never adds up

Yesterday we celebrated the Pilgrims getting feed by the Indians. Funny we forget that not too long after that meal they turned on them. I'm not trying to be a downer but this like many holidays are a farce so I dread it. Plus I don' t do the gluttony because I have a weary relationship with food. So I had an MRI on Monday I didn't get the best news, but I didn't freak out. Normally it would have been stress central then pain in the aftermath of all that stressing, but I believe the holy spirit told me a little over a week before that if I do what I'm supposed to do consistently and to the letter can't God use the doctors to heal just as easily as a miracle? Either way, I'm healed so why not do it? No one says a miracle still can't happen. 6 weeks for 1 miracle 10 for the second by my birthday February 4th. Trust, faith, and obedience so hard for an independent person to do think, and walk-in but in at the point in my life like no reason not to. Not doing any of it got me here stuck and sick.


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